I see I've got a couple of new followers. Greetings and welcome to my blog. It's not very interesting here, but I hope you'll stick around regardless.
I've got my next Depression Support Group meeting tonight at 6 pm. I'm really torn about whether I want to go or not because I've had a pretty rough day and I'm still having trouble keeping it together. Every time I start thinking about what it was that initially set me off today, I start bawling. So....sheer willpower is keeping my face dry currently. Sheer fucking willpower.
But my friend Catie might be coming, so I guess it's worth it to put in an appearance. I just feel so out of place with that group. With everything really. And I'm constantly under the impression that no one wants me around. Honestly....
Even here. Half the time I feel like you guys would prefer that this blog disappeared off the face of the planet. It's just a lot of whiny bitching and moaning isn't it? I feel like I'm wasting everyone's time.
Then again, I'm not really writing it for anyone but me these days, so I guess I can do whatever I want. I really wish I had the energy and enthusiasm to do really cool music or outfit posts or to talk about really interesting subjects. That's what the intention was in the beginning.
I wanted to write a blog about being a Goth in college. Surviving as a Goth on a mundane college campus. That sort of flopped hasn't it? Oh well....